Isma'Diana

2009-11-01T07:17:00.000-08:00

SOOO CUTEEE RIGHTTTT!!!!
ARGHHH SOO GERAM WITH THIS BOY.
and that was like, years ago. now, much more cuter.
tgklah baby sapeeee^^

had soo much fun with my baby and his friends at sentosa yesterday!
we were at Azurra the whole time. till it rained, we chilled somewhere else.
didnt went home and slept with baby at his house area till 9.
baby gave me money and took cab home.

around noon. my baby rang me up.
he was sickkkkk and he cant get up.
i dont mind of me not having enough sleep. bought him panadols,food,oilment,drinks.
went under his block and he was soooo weak!
fed him the food and put him to sleeep. and i slept also. heh
both woke up at 10pm, send that poor boy home.
and here i ammm. :DD

gonna bring him to the polyclinic tomorrow.
now, i miss him alrd. =/

2009-10-30T11:31:00.000-07:00

I dont know why i woke up from my 1 hour sleep -.-
mayb too excited for tomorrow? ^^

ohwells. i did had a great day on my birthday!
sadly, i hafta attend school. fuckin projectshitszx.
the beloved schoolmates have been soo sweet by wishing me all day and treating me guuud
not after i discovered 10 fresh eggs and 3 big packets of flour in Lala's bag.
no wonder they kept on askin me to stay till school ends at 5!
off home quickly as the rest went to the loo without me. huaaaak x]

went home and changed. met baby at his bustop.
and he huggged me and said, "My sayang da 17 seh. Nah birthday girl, for you."
he then passed me a large pink paper bag contents a bigg bear,new pair of earpiece,new bangles,new necklace.
was in a speechless condition and he kept me hugging me. awwww awwwwww
off to downtown and met the rest. blablablaaaaa

anyhoos. thanks to everyone who wished me! reallyreally appreciate it!

had a big fight with baby hours before my birthday.
due to him meeting his friend without my permission!
and i off-ed my phone for 8 hours after that.
when suddenly a part of my birthday message saying that he actually went to get my pressie and not meeting his friend and he doesnt want to make it soo bochui.
felt bad lah of course cause i spitted awhole lot of vulgarities to him as per normal
STUPID ISMA

today. the both of us didnt attend school. both oversleptt.
washed up. met baby around his house area.
blaaablaabla. we end up in a hugeeeee fight. yes again -,-'
he did something really mean to me. he walked off, then he patah balek.
thats when i scratched his arms and neck
and i punched his face for countless time. he was dizzy.
but i added a whole lot more of slaps to his face.
he pulled me with full forced to somewhere we can talk.
after the talkings and cryings.
he brought me to macd and we're fineeee! heeee

when we're eating, Man, An and Aidyl came.
they saw baby's scratches and looked at me.
baby quickly snapped them'Bukan isma lah! tadi kite bergurau thn die terscratch. kan sayang?'
i nodded and the boys still doesnt believes him
whatever it is, he send me back right at my doorstep eventhough he's in pain.
cause i cant remember which part, he felled on the staircase and his whole hands and arm went numbed.
now, its left with blueblacks and afew more scratches.
sumpah narie baby's day veryyyy sway.

but despite that, he doesnt forget his responsibility :)

i was too tired when i reached home, almost dozing off.
baby texted me a long super sweet message. i loikeee ;)
replied and he called me.
we talked for afew minutes and he complain about the pain on his head, arms and legs.
i asked,'kenape ble saket nie.."
he said,'tadi kene jab kat muke, kene sepak, kene tonjol.. mane tak saket?'
heh betul jugak
told him to sleep but he didnt want to. he said,'tanak sleep, takot mati. kepale saket semacam nie..'
dengan suare sedeh die. hahaha cuteeeeeee bdo kau

now he's soundly asleep.
kesian die..
im buying some oilments and creams tomorrow. just for him.
the scratches on his arms and neck wasnt that minor.
its veryvery deep. but i know baby was enduring to the pain. sighs
his face was veryyyyy red all time.
he cant walked properly all the way and his eyes were heavy.
im sorry love. im reallyreally sorry :'((

tomorrow, goin Sentosa with my love and his friends.
cant waaaaaait gitu lor!
all of us got a VIP tics for the club Azzura at sentosa.
thats the reason why we're goinn.
gonna treat the love like a king and nomore fights!

here's afew pictures.
he asked me to. cause the previous picture can see his nostrils -.-

2009-10-27T13:51:00.000-07:00

2 weeks ago.
i gotta know Bobby gotta friendster.
and he told me he havent log in for months.
i got it checked 3 days ago.
saw alot of his PAST thangssssss x]
disturbed the boy and he got soo pissed and disgusted.
and today, he deleted it cause he doesnt wants me to see it.
mayb he knows im disgusted myself
huaaaak x]

had a good time with my love lately.
we've been talking things out and alot of givin in[s].

1 more day to my 17th
happyhappy cause ive never thought i will be celebratin with someone speacial :)

2009-10-25T09:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was another well-spend day with baby.
spend the whole night together till its 8am and im off home.
we had a heart to heart talk and a guy like him will just come once in a lifetime.
and im sooo lucky to have him.
love ya bobby!

but. we had a fight too.
its my fuckin fault but i hate it when he keeps on stressin on the matter.
soooooo, i punched, scratched, kicked, slaped, shoved him.
and the kickin part, i accdentally kick his balls and he went lying down and shoutin in pain.
soooo pity but me and my ego, i wanted to went off when he just stood up and hugged me.
he said it doesnt matter if i hurt him in anyway, all he wanted is for me to stay.
awww awwww.
thn slowly we became fine. we bought Naughty G. hahaha
tasted like Redbull with abit of liquor eventhough it doesnt content any liquor.
and we didnt even felt any horny-ness at all. hahaha
waste of money!

i slept at his chest and he opened up his shirt and put it on me as a blanket.
and he got a cold after that.
the next morning, i saw afew bruises, lots of scratches on him.
i hugged him and said sorry. tskkkkkkk. im sooo meannnnn :(
sorry baby. ive been bad. forgive me pleaseee. sayaaaang baby!

pictures now.

2009-10-23T10:30:00.001-07:00

I had a great day with baby!
:DDDD

woke up at 1 and i bathed quickly as my baby's been waiting for me since 8am.
he didnt eat anything cause he promised to eat with me. huaaa~
sorry baby x]
met at pasiris and off to ananas. had our fav food and off to clarke quay.
walk alrd. talk alotlotlotlot. and off to pasiris backkkk.
met the boys. chilled awhile. and offff homeee.
and we coincidentally wore the same clothes.
white long sleeve. and light blue faded jeans. only mine was hotpants!
heheh great minds think alike

tomorrow me and baby watching movie
but before that gotta support him for his soccer match
o,O

baby havent been eating/buying ciggs now.
he's saving up for my bday.
huaaak ~ how can i not love him?! he sacrificed alot and yet ive not been appreciating him
but nowwwww. ive promised to change.
:DD
MUHD SALIHIN, I OFFICIALLY DECLARE, I LOVE YOU <333
love you sayang.

2009-10-22T12:45:00.000-07:00

Hi everybodehhhh

currently, i cant sleeeep. and im not sleepy at all.
soo, i decided to blog about my boring daaaaay.

First, late for school. didnt enter class at all.
chilled with my beloved classmates. they made my day alot.
and of course, i love them alotlotlot.
i punched Yan right at the eye and back which caused him in deep pain.
he was soo mad and went back home. kental uhhhhhhh
he said he mengalah and luckily im a girlllllll -.-
the reason why i punched him is because he wanted to open his pants infront of me
and he nearly did it plus he cant kept his eyes off my *tooooooooooooot*
irritating and sick in th brainnnn

went back home at 5 and fought with baby.
off-ed my phone and suddenly he appeared infront of my crib.
awwwwwwwwwwww awww awwwwwww
he ran from his home just to meet me. sweet kan my baby?
talked things out, went back home, changed, walk to pasiris together.

waited for baby to finish his takraw.
and my babygirls came.
we're meetin again tomorrow ^^
in the mornin

afternoon, date with baby!
mayb to town/fort canning. nyettttttt ~~

and OHHHHHHHHHHH.
my baby's tagged and msn has just been hacked afew days ago.
only God knows which doggy does it..
betul nye jealous aku dngn bob?
that bitch deleted me from his friendlist. bodohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
try harder laaah k?
ive created new msn and tagged for him.
and im currently handling both of it. huaaaaa~
IF he adds any girl, he will giv me his explanations who and why he add that girl.
good enough?
butttttttttttt. who eh yang hack? ^^
i think i know who. boooo~

2009-10-21T19:19:00.000-07:00

I slept the whole day yesterday.
same goes to Bobby!
haaaaah. pigggyssssss

we didnt sleep the night before.
due to some thang cropped up and we end up in a hugggeeee fight.
he came right to my window at 4am just to talk things out with me.
i was too lazy to entertained him. but he kept on bugging me to change for school asap.
and sooo, he waited for me for 2 hours at my crib's bustop.
he slept there.
thennnnn he became cranky and the fight became bigger.
we walked back to his house which is at pasirissssss. fuckin faaar...
and he told me to stopped for awhile and i slept under idknow what block.
he watched me sleep and he said i look cute. hahahaa asshole

woke up and off to his crib and he got change.
thennnn he send me to school and waited for me to finish outside my class.
sweet anot? nyeeet~~~ MY BABY MAHHH :)
luckily he didnt complain anything.
off to his school! yishun to macpherson. tskkkkkkkkk
waited for him to take his attendance only and he send me home.
before sending me home, he bought my favourite drink and chips!
and off homeeeeeee.

before goin to sleep, he called and we talked for awhile and the both of us went to sleep.
i woke up at 8pm and slept back at 9pm.
Bobby woke up at 11pm and slept back at 1am.
hahah

nowwww. im late for school. and he's early for school.
it has always been like that...
gotta rush now. byeeee people!

Babylove, i love you sooo much bodohhh.
dont leave me okay?
i may be harsh. i may be mean.
but deep in me. i love you.
mwahmwahmwaaaaaaaah
millions kisses for you bobby :D

2009-10-20T11:27:00.000-07:00

We've been meeting each other every single day.
from day to night.
and we've been thru alottttttttt.
alot of arguements here and there. but we do have baskets of sweet memories!
and now. im too tired to get into any arguement.
which the boy is creatin.
soo bobby, do you want to end it or another last chance?
think hard, choose wisely.
:)

soo. he fetched me from pasiris inter and we had lunch together.
daily routine. ananas!
we ate like a pig at town park and off to RC and met the rest.
fuckin kecohrable. somethang happened and i hafta be there to see the show! hah!
but i missed it by just 10 minutes!!! fark it.
anyhoos, the girls accompanied me home and we gt change.
met bob an and elfi at an's crib and waited for the boys to get their hair dyed.
stupid asses so slowww kaninaaaaa ~~~

went to radhi's block and chilled with em till 10 and bobby send me home.
i wonder when will he stop doing this..
i know. sooner or later. hhmmmmmsssssss.

ok pictures now.
soo stress with him i cant think anytg else!!

imitating

2009-10-17T12:36:00.000-07:00

First. me and Love supposed to meet at 7am!
haaaaha. stupid boy. end up we woke up at 3 and met at 6.
he fetched me at my crib and off to tamp mall.

went swensen and had our dinner there.
had our meals and the both of us were superrrrr fuuuullllll
off to get our Ipod's checked and went back to downtown
blablabla Love send me home arnd 1 and im sleeeeppyyy.

but something's bothering my mind.
urgh idknow lah
mayb im just too tired... hmmmmm

turning 17 soon.
ahaha 17 ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!!??!!?!?
omg isma... soo the time lambat x]
Mine

His

Ours

masaimasai...huahuahuaaaaaaa x]

2009-10-16T11:51:00.000-07:00

gonna bring Love to a date tomorrow.
its been a long time since i last look good for him and being the sweetest for him ;]
i love you bobby.
arghhh geram nyeeeee nan kau bobbb. nak gigit2 kau blei?
=p

2009-10-14T16:08:00.001-07:00

Hello Babyloves.
im currently in my school uniform and waiting for my hair to dry.
am quite early today! ^^

didnt attend school yesterday. was too lazyyyyyyyyyyy ~
i slept like a pig till Love finish school and met him at pasir ris.
and watch baby playin takraw. he had his break and we took a bicycle and off to central!
hahahaha i tompang him. cute right?!
bought my long craved bubble teaaaaaa

chilled somewhere and walked home.
baby send me till my doorstep and he went back to idkno where :d

almost every single day, i made you cry.
i didnt mean to hurt you. but, you're just different.
never did a guy treated me this nice. you almost to perfect.
its been upteen times you beg me not to go and cried like a baby.
but i dont feel bad or giv a fuck.
now, i miss you soo much, i started to realise how much you mean to me.

i wonder if a guy says,'ive never love a girl like i did to you. even my ex, i dont love her like how i did to you" is true.
but he always said that when his eyes are drowned with tears and all reddish.
my baby boy.. why you soo sweet?!

later on the both of us are headin to ITE Simei!
college central and east are having a soccer match.
hopefully central gonna hold the title this year ;]

okaylah people.
the bobbybuto called me and told me to hurryup as he's outside my crib oready.
huaaaa~ byeee!

2009-10-12T11:27:00.000-07:00

After the previous post.
love called and he picked me up from my crib and off to afgan to get his haircut.
i swear he look sooo cuteeeeeeeeee. ^^
off to tamp mall cause i wanted to eat KFC agaaain. nyett ~
he bought me my favourite meal as per normal.
hugs and kisses and both of us went to our separate wayyys.

school was a bore! ggr.

after school, love told me to wait for him at tamp inter cause he wants me to have my dinner before heading home.
while waiting, met Nadrah the orix and she passed me my birthday present!
an advanced one. and i loveeeee it! ive always wanted it!!!! gggrrrr sayang kau bdooo!!
thats why i called her my bestestestestest friend. she've always know what i wantedddd.
^^
love came and off to LJS cause i feel like eating there.
he bought me my favourite meals and i fought with him.
i poured the coke at the plate. huaaaaaa ~ wasted right?!
the look at his face.... soo kesiaaaan! i ignored but he fed me his food then.
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry sayaaaaang :(
he send me at my house area and we chilled till 11pm. hahaha! late right!
he laaa. naughty boy.

andddddddd. something happen.......
love's ezlink went missing. soo kesian i tell you!
last month, his wallet went missing. w $120, IC, Ezlink and afew cards.
now, his new ezlink!!!! i was sooooo paranoidddd!!
him? expression suspense skejaaap jerrr. then he say he feel like shitting.
wtfffff.
brought him to esso and blablablaaaaaa.
he send me home and he's off to dwntwn. ','

tomorrow love's gonna comeover my school instead of goin to his.
cause he wanted to fetch me since i finished early and he didnt want me to merayap

2009-10-10T13:43:00.001-07:00

School's backkkkkkkkk.
how boringgg!
cant meet my boy that often.
macpherson & yishun is like one end to another end. urgh

i cant sleep. something is bothering me. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy nowwwwww.
:'c
I NEED MUHD SALIHIN BIN ABDUL RAHIM NOWNOWNOW!!!!!!!

2009-10-09T14:43:00.001-07:00

I love you and only you Bobby
and i know you love me moreeeee!
;)

2009-10-06T12:01:00.000-07:00

WEBBY

RAYA W BABY N FRIENDS

RAYA W ITE MATES
RANDOM PICTURES

2009-09-26T09:52:00.000-07:00

I know. my posts is all about him.
but ive got nothing else to update maaaaan. hehh

we met again just now. we had a huuugeeee fight when we met at my bustop.
he took my phone and off to pasir ris back.
macam sial kan tinggal kan aku macam gitu jer?
i was sooooooo angry that i went to tamp mall alone to get my other phone back.
cause ive send it for repair.
when i first reach there, muke die terpampang. he was waiting for me alrd.
he reaches there soo fast. mcm superman =p
saw him, i ignored, took my phone and walk off.
but baby grabbed me and we talk things out and we're okaaaay.
he told me he took cab from pasir ris and he wasted 8 bucks. staaaaakaaat sia.
takpe baby. worth it kan? we're okay now :)
sayang kauuuu

i wanted to watch Phobia 2 badly and baby bought the tics.
off to KFC as im hungryyyyyyyyy.
ate alotlotlot and i had blisters at my foot.
baby bought plasters for me and pasted alot of it. almost the whole box.
hahah
but i cant really walk that fast. told baby to piggyback, he say he malas.
kaninaa.
he bought me cntct lenses as he knows mine has expired for afew months alrd.
awwww love you :)

we went in the theatres. and baby is a mothafuckin coward.
the movie wasnt that scary. but he kept on shoutin over littlest suspense part.
and he kept on grabbin my arms / my hands and cover his eyes.
he told me he wont want to watch any horror movies anymore.
hahaha kentaaaal uh kau ahbenggg.
off somewhere. and we had the biggest fight.

he was sooo violent. he pulled me soo hard.
and wanted to punch me.
he smashed his phone on the wall and kick it and now, he is handphone-less.
bodoh kan?
when i wanted to go home, he make up to me and we're okay.
off home with bare foot. haaha. i had a hard time walkin.
all thanks to the blisters.
baby asked me to take out my heels and walk. and i didddd.

he took cab home. and before that, he told me to check my wallet.
checked, and extra 20 bucks is there.
stupid baby. he told me to use to money for my blanja tomorrow as im not meetin him.
cause am jalan raya-ing with my beloveds 4n2!
cannot wait cannot wait ! ^^

me and baby planned to wear white today.
cause we bought it together the other day. heh heh
and next week, we cant meet that often :(

pictures now!

weeeheeee. IVE FOUND THE ONE :)

2009-09-25T06:21:00.000-07:00

Its been a week straight that ive been meetin my baby.
mayb jalan raya-ing with the ite mates soon.
then with the other friends. ^^
cant wait.

ive got a job offer at airport.
and im not sure whether to take it up.
because of the hectic schedule. i wont be able to continue schooling.
momma told me to quit school and start workin.
but mesti bored kan da tak school :(

speakin bout that.
tomorrow meetin bobby again. town-ingggg.
plus my phone is dead. baby wanted to gimme his phone.
but i insisted to get it repair. and we went to Nokia service centre earlier on.
blablabla. had our lunch. and off homeee~

and im soooo boredddd.
family went visiting without me again.
sodey or what?
hmmmm.

2009-09-23T06:00:00.000-07:00

I didnt expect to meet my sweetest thang today.
woke up, gotta send the lil brat to school.
treated her to KFC and she asked alot. kaninaaaaaa.
went home, baby called.
he said he's otw to my cribbbbbb.
i was sooo tired, got ready and met him.

we chilled somewhere. and we ate again.
i cant stop eating when in with him.
just get ready to see the fatty isma.
and we fought. just because of moneeeeeyyy.
i hate to use his money. but he insisted.
he gave in, and we paid halfhalf. heh
i was too lazy too eat cause i was damnnn tired.
my baby soo sweet, he fed me. heh heh heh jealous anot? =p

then he pulak lapar lagi. perot tong babi sia.
off to macd. i was too lazy to entertain him.
hhahah he layan himself.
spend 8 hours with him today.
yesterday 12 hours. wahhhhhhh. tired!!!
tomorrow mayb meetin him again.
but its okay. sayang mah ^^

sorry if my posts is all bout him.
but thats what ive been doin everyday.
am with my favourite boy :)

raya da mcm bukan raya.
ive been at home/with baby.
and not alot of people came my house.
hmmmmmm.

2009-09-22T10:23:00.000-07:00

I had a longggggg daaay.

baby's call woke me up. and sooo, he wanted to meet.
and since i was bored, we decided to go jalanjalan.
he got ready and fetch me at my crib. off to afgan and got my hair cut!
it looks waaaay better. kesian baby kene wait.
and he was jealous when the hairdresser talked to me.
him: suke mengatal ngn hairdresser? puki nye pompan.
me: aik.. tu pun jealous kerrrrrrrrr. kental sia kau.
he's like that. everytime kene makimaki. kesian aku :(

off to tamp cause i wanted to eat LJS.
then we shoppppppped! heh. went to cotton on and both of us bought clothes.
da boring walk arnd tamp mall, off to tamp 1 and walked till we got bored.
had soo much funnn c:
we were out of plans. decided to drop by downtown and catch a movie.
bought for him strawberry dipped with choc. lastlast die tattau makan. stupidboy.
i was hungry again, baby bought me nuggets.
watched The Ugly Truth. kindda kinky laa the movie. lol

took cab and off to meet the rest of the boys at KH.
blablablaaaaaaa. baby send me home by cab.
macam orang kaya. yelaaa. duit raya x]
we sat for awhile at my house area. and the both of us were not in the mood.
duedue nak tertdo. when we saw a white cloth at one of the trees infront of us.
him: aku da nampak..
me: alaaa takde pape la.. baju la tuu...
him: kau cnfirm tk cnfirm..
me: nta eh.. aku sebenarnye..... takut!!! k byeeeee
i ran off and he followed. hahahah sumpah seraaaam.
wanted to go home cause i dont feel that good. but baby doesnt allow and gotta stay till he let me off. -.-
reached home arnd 1230am.
and here i ammmmmmmmm.
soo tiredddddd =/

we were bored. i doll-ed him up =p
his hair sucks. i know. but since he paid alotlotlot for it.
then forget it. and everytime people will look at him like one kind.
hahaha stupid matrep =p

2009-09-20T19:27:00.001-07:00

Raya succckkksss!
except for the food. besides that, urghhh.

took awhole lot of pictures yesterday.
i didnt sleep the night before. talked to baby, till i gotta bathe the next morning.
when i was bathing pun he called, hahaha!
after bathe, talked to him again.
when we reach both our granny house, both sleeeeeeeeeep.
we had a small arguement thn.
he came down outside my crib and waited for me.
he was super sticky and perspiring. he ran from his crib.
sooo sweeeeet! i still dont giv a damn but when he saw afew unwanted msg at my phne,
im deaddddddddddddddddddd.
he gave me the cold shoulders and smokesmokesmoke.
we finally made up and ive promise to be his goodgirl.
he ran home back as his family are all ready to go out except for him.
when he reaches home, he called me again. he said he doesnt wants me to get worried.
lol!
i sayaaaaang him sooo much caaan?!
now im alone at home.
everybody's out for visitingggggg.
wish baby was here :(
he didnt get enough sleep. just to layan me. muahahaha.

noww i want to makan.
byeeeeeeee!
& enjoy viewin my prasan sendiri pics =p

2009-09-19T11:59:00.000-07:00

Its the eve of Raya.
Selamat Hari Raya everybody!
do forgive all my past mistakes that ive done, intentionally or unintentionally.
put all those bad intentions and thoughts behind and let it go.
we are all humans who cant avoid doing mistakes and we are all not perfect.
may all of us forgives each other and have fun today !
duet masok dokkkkkkk ^^

i dyed my hair to a lighter tone and Bobby's hair is soooo matrep-ish.
we met ytd before he gt his hair dyed. and we met again today.
my jaws was droppin once i saw his hair.
me: baby..asal rmbt cm cheebye nie baby!!!!
him: hansem kan baby? tsk. tauuu..
like wth. his whole head is grey. veryvery light grey.
and ive got no eyebrow piercings. all thanks to him..
member tak kasi :(((

the house is all clean. but not that nice as ive said before, we're not celebrating that much.
by next year, change flooring, paint whole house, renovate abit here and there.
this year abit cock up but i dont care though. hmmm
and there's an advantage of me being short.
i dont have to put up the curtains!! hahahaha my sister sort jeeee.. =p

gotta wake up early tomorrow.
as early as 6am. heading to arwah abang's cemetery.
i miss him alot :(
this is the first time in my entire life, im not celebrating raya with him.
normally we joke arnd on how bad me/him look. like kutok2 in a joking way.
now no more..... :'(
kay da daaaa.

someone's goin to call me in afew mins time.
he'll pekpotpekpotpekpot if i use the lappy while im talkin to him.
aiyaaaaa
kbyeeee! camat ayi yayeeeeeeee yeee!!

2009-09-16T01:51:00.000-07:00

i need someone to talk to.
bobbybaby is asleeeeep. fark laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
anyone? :((
baby.. bangun uhh.. tgh boring nieeee..
jumm kluaaaaa..

2009-09-15T03:22:00.000-07:00

met him just now cause he got no school.
supposedly he doesnt wants to go but i forced him to.
he went eventhough he didnt slept for 2 days.
he fetched me at my crib and off to pasir ris.
we chilled till 5.
6 goodygood hours with him is never enough.
we ate cupnoodles, exchanging bubble gums hahahaha
we slept without both of us realising. ahaaha
ok i miss him alrd.

2009-09-13T16:26:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the lack of updates lately.
ive been with my favourite one all the time.
its either im asleep or im with him.

went to geylang yesterday with him and the boys.
walked around and at the end of the day, we fought. cm kaninaaaachowchibyeee.
i stayed at pasir ris from 12am till 7am just for him.
waited for him to cool down sikitnye susaaaa ~
luckily the boys helped me. ha ha ha! playcheat ;)
in the end we okaaaay. hughug mwahmwah till 1pm.
imagineeeee. smlm geylang then balek the next day?
i was freaking exhaustedddddddddddddddd.
but when i reached home, baru nak tutop mate, he called.
we talked till 3pm and thenn i slept.

woke up at 7pm and sweeswee he called me.
he just woke up too. and thats what we got in common.
bangun slalu same timing. everytime. why ahhhhh. tsk.
he got soccer at 9pm at kallang. but he diedie want to meet me first.
^^
he came to my place after breaking fast straight and let his daddy waited for him -.-
i slept again at home when he's off.
arnd 11 he called me asking me to eat and meet him again.
he reached around 12am outside my crib.
and we chilled till 6 pluuuus in the morning.

maybe meeting him again laterrrrr.
provided if im not tired kay bobbbyyyyy.
miss you alrd la :((
nak huggg? :)

2009-09-09T15:40:00.000-07:00

My lappy's spoilt.
its only 4 months old.
SOO DONT BUY VAIO. TAK GUNE NYE BARANG.

i was sooo sick yesterday. i couldnt get up.
my temperature rised up till 41.2 =(
and i didnt take my exam.
the favourite boy wanted me to go to poly by today.
and soo he's accompanying me today. then off to my school and pass my mc to the CA.
after that tatawu go where..
hmmmmmm

2009-09-08T00:57:00.000-07:00

My favourite boy is sick too.
ahahaha all thanks to me ;]]
heh alalala get well sooon ok.
you've been cranky the whole day.

the both of us didnt sleep since yesterday night.
cause he promised to fetch me at my bustop at 7am sharp and off to tamp inter together.
he reached on time. ^^
Yan wanted to go to school with me, and soo i waited for him.
someone got sooooooooooooooooooooooo jealous till he doesnt wants to even look at me.
i had a hard time cheerin him up. even the usual lines,'nakkkk hugggggggggg'
doesnt even move him abit.
instead, he will say,'pergi dngn kau peh yan ah bodo'
he wanted me to go to school alone and leave Yan at inter.

i had exam at 0830am. but Yan reaches inter at 0815am.
should've listen to bobbbyyyyy.
anyhoos, took cab to school and had our exam.
i was the last to reach, and the first to finish.
i anyhow tikamtikam and i got no mood all thanks to Bob.

ive got a stupid matrep as my classmate. and veryyyyyyyyveryvery fanatic.
sikitsikit panggel bradder turun. sikitsikit declare. sikitsikit nak pecah. merepek!!
he came to school with a golden hair. the colour veryyyy rabaks.
when he first came in, i disturbed him. cause the rest pandai bobal blakang je, kacau depan2 tanak. hmmm~
'Saaaaap. die la seh. Khai, kirekan rmbot kau colour cm gitu lawa uh?'
then he replied, 'heh'
thennnn i shouted at the whole class,'bila bila airport kia! eh khai?!'
member muke meraaaah meraaahans. hahahaha
the whole class laughed at him. stupid matrep.
just a laughing stock. sheesh

i finished my exam in just 6 minutes while the rest took half an hour.
off to canteen and meet the rest.
the rest all tak puaseeeeeeeee. i feel like eatin macd. and soo, the boys followed.
had our meal and off home.

my favourite boy was still mad at me =((
i had a hard time pujok-ing him. till ~ i mrajok back, then he'll pujok me.
he heh hehee. maintain je kan kite. turn by turn.
we were otp when i was at yishun, till i reach home and slept.
woke up by his msg and called him when he was at macpherson, till he reach home.

duedue complain saket tekakkkkk. hahaha
musim ehs?

that ass has gone to sleep and im all aloneeeeeeeee.
luckily he havent been sleeping for days. if nottttttttttt. ill ask him to accompany me.
police just cameover my crib for a visit. hahhhhhhhhh~
okay this part, cannot tell.

hmmmmm.
bobbbbbbbbbb, bgn cepat la dohhhhhhh. mendak siaaaaaaaaa.

2009-09-07T10:06:00.000-07:00

Im sickkkkkkkkkkkk :((((
everything i ate tastes like shit.
even my favourite food tastes craaaaap.
finished up a strap of panadols by just a day.
im too weak to get my ass to polyclinic.
urghhhhh.
its been 4 days alrd. bile nak baek nie...

went to JB the day before yesterday.
i wasnt in a good condition. im all cranky that day.
bought afew stuffs but my favourite was another pair of nike slippers!
^^
met Bob as soon as i reach sgpore.
went home at 2am and i was sosososososooooooooooo weak.
i slept and forgt to tell him.
kene mara dohhhhhhhhhhhhhh. =/
woke up at 5am. believe it anot? my temperature was soooo hottttttt.
i lost my voice but i hafta call him as he thought im lazy to entertain him -.-
blablabla.
no school for me. being a piggy the whole day.

my exams starts tomorrow. =(
wish me luck people!
i havent even study. amcmmmmmm? im deaddddddddddddddddd.

hmmm.
gotta sleep early today.
goin to school with bobby tomorrow.
byeee.

2009-09-05T16:45:00.001-07:00

Another fight which leads us to tears.
im sick and tired of this shites.
why must it be today. urghhhhh.
im goin to jb later and i hope you BEHAVE yourself.
stupidboy.

2009-09-04T10:18:00.000-07:00

Immm soooo sleeepyyyyyyyyy
just gt back home from geylang.
there's a whole lot of matreps everywhere.
it seems like they gt the same taste for everything.
3 quarter shirt, bermudas, truck cap , sling box shaped bag, nike/adidas slipper.
true? and oh, afew piercings too.
daaa. settle jah.

went there with Bob, Man, Elfie & Arab.
had a hard time waking that cb bobby up.
reached there around 6 plus and off to haig road and settle dwn there.
went to grandlink since the boys wanted to karaoke.
blablabla. off home at 11 plus.
now im soooooo tireddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
nak tito ~

BUT. k nvm. for this, ill keep it to myself ;]

Arab, Elfie
Maaaan

Bob , Myself

he likes this picture. o,0

karaoke while lying dwn. hmmmm.

ok done. toodles!

2009-09-03T22:18:00.000-07:00

I wonder why nowadays my momma is superduper irritating nak mampos.
mayb redlight. hmm

she told me to do house chores today.
i wonder what are maids for. -.-
she told me to cook rice laaa, sweep the floor la whatever shite.
the sweeping part, no sweat. heh
the cook rice tuuuu. its been a year or 2 since i last cook rice.
pathetic i know.
momma: masak nasi skalie..
myself: okay..
momma: kay bye.
myself: eh sabasaba. cmne nak masak nasi?
momma: bodo nye kau diana...
yeah. kene bodo. takpe. da biase. o,o

my little niece has not been goin to school for 2 weeks i guess?
naek sedap dudok rumahhh.
i asked her,
myself: eh. asal tak skola? biase eh!!
her: mcm ucu (me) la. best ddk ruma? best??
myself: ewahh!! tumbok kang
kids nowadays.. tsktsk.

am waiting for that cb to wake up as we're goin to geylang later.
^^

2009-09-01T06:43:00.000-07:00

Ignore about that bugger okay.
let me just get over with this post and pictures all.
i wont be able to keep still unless i post something here.
soo here we go ~

Esya

Man

Naqib, Bobby, Miko, An, Man, Sean, Wan.

Bobbyyyy Man
im done. byeee.

2009-08-30T09:32:00.000-07:00

I dont know why we tend to get into an arguement always.
even for the slightest smallest mistakes.
but all i know we will be fine back the next day.
what an ass~

had sahur and chatted with Bobby till im sleepy and off to bed.
woke up, and its buka alrd.
and you know what? i forget to bace doa first before eating.
i just sat and i ate. everyone was lookin as i was like..'Allah!!! lupe la pulak..cmne nie!??!'
hahahaha
whatever laaaa. my mum said its fine since da buka. hmmm~

me and the girlfriends has planned to go for buka together on tuesday.
cant wait cant wait.
i miss them sooo so sooo much! :)
hopefully ALL of em can make it. no paitao-ing ok?

alright. i wanna watch movie online.
bye!

2009-08-28T12:18:00.000-07:00

Today just.... suck.

i really hate this feeling.
you tried to win my heart by doin this and that but its just temporary.
you dont giv a shhhite bout me when you're with your friends.
and you'll only search for me when they're gone.
fuck you for that.

i attended school on time today. yay me.
i manage to finish up my lifeskills test paper by writing cocky answer.
on a random note, all of us were in jackets/hoodies. first time jiweeeee, ^^
plus i didnt chill with the rest. went home straight.
slept for awhile and off to geylang with Esya.
saw a whole lot of people. but i was in a cranky mode and something just turns me off.
kay. not something. a whole lot of things.
urghhhh!!

luckily i got Esya. i was venting and telling her everything.
but still, i really need to shout it out loud.
i wonder why my life turns out to be like this. karma? maybe.
fuck it fuck it fuck it. i dont need him, you, you and you.

this 31st. another mixage party.
im going. i dont care if anything crop up. im still going.
you boys are just a pain in the ass. im bringing Esya along with me.
and thank God for that.
we promised to enjoy to the fullest on that night as the both of us gt too stressed lately.
and i find it unfair.

okay whatever.
im not in the mood.
and you, how i wish i didnt even know you in the first place.
bye.

2009-08-26T09:50:00.000-07:00

Hello.
im tired. but not sleepy. yet.

as per normal. i only get afew hours of sleep and off to school.
previous night, i didnt sleep. met the boys and Esya at pasir ris.
off home and was with my lappy all the way till sahur.
and as per normal, Bobby will ring me up and we'll talk till im sleepy.
well im not lah actually. he's the one who've been yawning for more than 10 times i think.
and still denying that he's nt sleepy. ass.

slept for awhile as i thought i could wake up an hour later for school.
but nahhh.
school starts at 9 and i woke up at 11. brilliant isnt it.
reached school at 1pm. i took cab btw.
i reached class and half of em went home alrd.

i cant be bothered, i sat and finished up my project.
only left with small little pieces.
showed my teacher, and im done.
was walking arnd when i feel like doing waxing and facial.
and yeah. i did. Yana accompanied me and waited for me for 2 solid hours.
thankyou love.
the waxing. hahhaha ~~
i wish i could scream. it was bloody painful can?!!?
and the facial. lol. nevermind. Yana took a picture of me though.
will post it.
a whole lot of funny things happened today. lol~

and i didnt fast today. thanks to my classmates.
them: isma kau puase narie?
me: puase. kenape?
them: takya uh. makan kfc ramai2. jum uhhhh~
me: k jom. aku pun da lapa nie.
hahaha anak2 setan tu sume. babi betul.
lastlast sume makan, sume saket perot sampai nak terber~~ hahahaha
tuuu laaaaaaaa~ padan muke.

okay now. need to get some sleep now.
ill look like a panda if i dont.
takecare ya'll! 'yana. nie aku ke jabbawockeez? hahahahahaha' then my mask like distorted. ahahaha

muke masyem2. heheheh. was otp with bobby but he was singing and i got bored

2009-08-25T10:14:00.001-07:00

Life's boring lately.
today is my first time fast w/o any complaints/whinings.
all went good. :)
hopefully i can fast for this whole 1 month. HOPEFULLY.

preparations for raya.
everything seems rushing.
only got myself 3 pair of kurungs. all black.
black & gold, black & white, black & red.
boringggggg~ i know.
not celebrating much as my late brother has just passed away.
its nt that nice to celebrate that much.
supposedly, we're renovating our house,paint and all.
but we decided to cancel it and decided to do so next time.

school's fine.
supposedly, im debarred. but idk why my CA seems to be sooo nice.
he debarred another classmate of mine. whose attendance is waaaay better than mine.
i can remember, when i was listening to my ipod, this friend of mine was writing a letter.
i asked her,
me: wahh.. notes ekh?
her: NOTES BAPAK KAU!! KAU NYE DEBAR BODO. AKU YANG KENE SETAN!!!
me: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA. PADAN MUKE KAU BODO!!
her: cherrrrrr. you see uh isma!!!
i swear i was laughing my ass out. hahahahahahha even now. hahahahahaha kesian sia

thn i asked my CA
me: cherrrr. why she kene debar thn i no need? hehehe DIE TAK SUKE KAU TU QILAH
teacher: you come here, i show you what i write at your report.
he showed it to me.
he wrote 'Ismadiana has been a very good student with good attendance and respects all the teachers and has been improving. Overall, she's a nice and active student.'

my jaws was dropping.
me: WAHHHHHHHH SOOO NICE?!?!?!?!
teacher: ya la. i do all this but still you always never come. why isma?
me: hehehe.thanks cher. i swear everyday i come early2 k?? thankyouu soo much!!
teacher: make sure ok? i wont debar you la.
me: kau denga tu qilah? kau dtg hari2 pun die akan debar kau. hehehe

im thankful i got JohnnyLee as my CA. :DDD
and ive got another wireless sub teacher which is motherfucking stupid and dumb.
ade ker die tanye,
teacher: ismadiana! hows your brother? he passed away right? hows he?
me: .......................... eh cher. how come you become teacher???
teacher: what??
me: he passed away alrd and you asked me how is he?!?
teacher: oh ya hor solly2..
me: -.-.........
sumpah irritating.
dapat 10 cikgu cam gini, boley jadi giler siaaa.

i didnt attend school ytd. i was too lazy.
bobby has been calling me after sahur and we will hog otp till either one of us is sleepy.
hopefully i wont get too sleepy later. i really need to finish up my projects.

and oh, people! ive changed my number.
do ask me frm msn alright.
am not usin the 9118 anymore.
:)

okay. i think this is long enough.
will update when i feel like it.
bye!

2009-08-20T12:07:00.000-07:00

Im sorry for the lack of updates.
while waitin for Bobby to online, ill share some overdue pictures up here.
am sleepy actually. and hungry.
actually there's a whole lot of stuffs that i wish to pen it here.
but im kindda lazy. and cant be bothered.
next time maybe.
okay back to what im saying. pictures!

2009-08-15T12:38:00.000-07:00

Supposedly meetin Esya darling today,
but i rather allow her to get her things done first thn meeting me.
miss you babe!

the boys beeped me and told me to get ready ASAP.
Azin thn came when i was bathing.
he waited for an hour for me to get ready.
abit weird for today, he didnt complained or asked me to hurry.
bagus zin. maintain.

off to Lido and meet the rest.
had our dinner and proceed to Fareast.
back to Simei at 10 and repierced my eyebrow.
a whole lot of blood came out and thank God everything went on fine.

blaaablabla. home at 1 and am goin to bed sooooon!
tomorrow my babygirl's wedding. awwwwww. cant wait cant wait!
:DDD

and hopefully Iqsan gets well soon.
die saket, abehtu cranky. cannot tashaaaaaaaaaan!
makan obat k degil.

i look soooooo innocent here x]

okdone. byebye :)

2009-08-15T01:29:00.000-07:00

To you,
Its my fault, i'm sorry that we have to end up things like this.
i didn't mean to hurt your feelings or anything, i didnt used you or betray you.
if you say i'm using you, i think you should think twice before saying it because i've been doing so many things just for you! and only you! i told you , i will never betray you by contacting other guys and i didn't do it. I'm just not ready to have a relationship - you know already right?
i think is the best for us to be friends now and not more then that -
i really am sorry! its just me, kept thinking everything. my mind full of many things.
i'm just scared its gonna happen again which i do not want too. once is enough then twice.
i know its like all of the sudden but i'm sure you know what i mean by everything.
i guess that's all i'm gonna say.

i'm sorry..

2009-08-14T08:57:00.000-07:00

Didint attend school today,
due to me being lazzzyyyy.
furthermore there's no lessons for my project today.
shall gave it a pass.
all im lookin foward is on monday and finish up my project.
hahaha semangat.

Iqsan woke me up and he played the lappy till evening.
Favian thn came, and thennn i got ready and off to Macd.
Ewan accompanied me to afgan cause i wanted to buy something.
he have takraw, and was rushin, he wanted me to take the bus instead and he'll run to tmart.
ahaha. of course i wont let him do so.
butttttttt. he did. he pretend to board the bus with me, then he walked off.
leaving me in bus alone. ass~
waited for him at tmart bustop and he was sweating. stupid kan this guy.
nak step sweet la tu. tumbok kang.

met Fizy, Fav, Azin, Isha, Arep, Isa at 355.
thennnn, the boys had their takraw, we girls were busy gossiping.
lols~
went home after that.

maybe heading to town with Esya or the boys tmrw. hmmmmm.
and my babygirl shasha wedding this sunday. :DDDD
am sooo happy for her! die yang nak kawen, aku yang excited semacam.
nyettttttt.

will update again soon.
bye.
haha random

2009-08-12T14:54:00.001-07:00

Its not stupid to lose pride because of love,
but its stupid to lose love because of pride.

2009-08-12T03:55:00.000-07:00

Look,
i finally learned something in school : D
and im not the only one who's left out.
a whole bunch more infact. teeehee~

and soo. thats a piece from one of my project.
still not done though.
noone guide me :( but i manage to get hold of it.

homed early today as all of us gt soo tired out of the sudden.
hmmmm~

okay. im bored :D

2009-08-11T05:09:00.000-07:00

Hi~~

im waaaay tooo sleeeeepy nowwwwwwwww.
ive been yawning for more than 15 times already.
and i slept in the bus for the whole 45 minutes journey.
mygawdddd. how embarassing =/

school's great yeap!
one by one came to me and said'ismaaaaaaa..rindu kauuu!'
and they'll start pinching my cheeks.
i wont be surprise if my cheeks looks funny now.
Katak says he wants to make it flabber soo everyday he can pullpull.
ass -.-

reached school on time.
okay la. not really la.
but yeah, was early. when i first entered class, i prepared myself with a widewidewide smile.
and my late brother's cert behind me.
entered and my CA said,'Waaahhhh ismadiana, where have you been?!!?!?!?!!?!?!'
i can turn deaf at that moment i think.
didnt manage to say anytg, i gave him the cert and he suddenly gt quiet.
then say,'WHAT HAPPEN TO YOUR BROTHER?! HE'S JUST 27 ISMA!!'
and i replied,'Yeah, i know. He's my brother. remember?'
hahahaha! my CA soo funny.
he look soo sad and was down the whole lessons i swear.
chillax cher c:

as per normal, i didnt study.
i dont know why im in the mood of singing the whole day.
not getting tired/thirsty at all.
i sang all the malay songs in my ipod. ha ha ha.
Yana took a couple of video me singing without me knowing it.
i look like a fool. hahaha but cute paaaaa. kankankan? xp
there's this video when i sang Diantara Kalian waaaay too loud.
and everyone was lookin at me and i go,'Yessssss cheeebyees?'
hahahaa
then my CA said,'You're too loud ismadiana. Lower down abit ok?'
he was sooo nice towards me. only today ^^
but my classmates were all like cb asked me to shutup. lols

finished school at 12.
wanted to re pierced my eyebrow but i bought stuffs at punkstar instead.
and afew accesories too.
nowwwww. like menyesal gitu kannnnn.
nevermindddddddddddd.

i sang alot today.
really alotlotlot.
till some of the other coursemates told me to shut up.
hahaha. i was singing the whole time.
wonder what gt into me.
maybe im just toooo sleeeeepyyyyy~
and im broke. damn :(

andddddddd i think i should just go to sleeep.
i was awake the whole time since yesterday. arnd 7pm.
yes im crazy. whatever.

ok byeeeee babieeeess!

2009-08-10T07:04:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a sucha cocked up day.

supposedly, the boys and me are heading to Supperclub.
a whole lot of things cropped up thn and we didnt enter.
i swear ill never ever go to that fucken club.

the boys gt soo dissapointed, i brought them to boat quay.
tried to enter Bedroom, and they only allowed me in.
the boys cant enter. aiyaaaaak~
bingitttttt! i went out and made plans with em.
we chilled at merlion till Bobbybuto poppa fetch us to Pasir Ris.
went to pasir ris park and chilled till 7am.
proceed to Miko's neighbourhood RC and chilled there since it was raining.
went home with Kirah at 9 then.

reached home, slept like a pig till 7.
Caleb and friends actually made a plan of goin to the movies again today.
but i was too shagged, i gave it a pass.
next time ok boys?

and ohhh. yesterday was my late brother's 7th day.
had kenduri and thanks to Faizah, Suhada, Favian, Azin and Iqsaaan!
you guys are the besssssst. :)

incase some of you people saw some kecohrable post on my good friends blog,
fret not, nothing happened.
some tina bulldog is just tryin to make me and my girls fall apart.
bullshit. it'll never happen you fat stinky bitch.
me and my girls talked everything out the previous night.
everything's fine. dont worrrryyy~
love you guys <3

here's the pics frm ytd
Miko, Myself, Caleb, Mannn

Caleb

Mann
Miko

BobbyButo

the boy who loves SS-ing =D

Ok done. byee!

2009-08-07T14:47:00.000-07:00

Hey people :)

today was suchaaa long day.
i didnt gt enough sleep.
momma bought me Nintendo Ds last month but i didnt like it at first.
sounds.. funny.. lol! Nintendo Ds lei. PSP okay jgak.
i kept it and didnt bother to check it out.
but i gt too bored, i tried playing the games earlier on.
and hell, im addicted to it. every minute, im with it.
thats the reason why i cant be bothered with my lappy anymore.

my Nintendo accompanied me from 1am-7am.
im not lying. im becaming a game freak. slowly i guess.
took a short nap, as my family is goin to the cemetery.
i was sooo lazy at first and i told em to go ahead. but after i said that, i cant sleep.
became fresh out of the sudden.
changed my mind, off to the cemetery with the rest.

when we reach my late abang's cemetery, looks like someone has just visited.
the sands were all wet, plus the flowers. decorated summore. we were shocked.
out of all, only my brother's. soo yeah, we cant be bothered, we recited our prayers.
it was soo stuffy and hot at Tampines, but when we reach there, veryvery windy.
Alhamdullillah :)

off home, afew of my late brother's friends came.
thenn, my girls came. Nadrah, Faizah, Miirah & Suhada.
thankyou babygirls for comin. i reallyreally appreciate it.
they bought something before comin. soo sweet.
and they made me laugh like mad till momma scolded me.
nyehs.

like i said earlier, i didnt get enough sleep.
i decided to take a nap, and woke up 3 hours later.
Azin, Fazz & Favian was already waitin for me outside my window.
invite em in and chilled till 3am. they went home after that.

and now. i cant sleep.
my sleeping timetable has gone haywire.
hopefully it'll be back as per normal as soon as i strt schl on tuesday.
i miss my mates sooo soo soo much!
espeacially Yana & Syah.

okay now. nak continue with my Nintendo. Byeebye :)

2009-08-04T07:18:00.001-07:00

\and this picture below, me and kakak got nothing to do besides readin out some prayers.
we decided to grab afew minutes break and collected all abang's picture and put it in an album.
he had alot of cute baby photos. since he's the first eldest son, he had alot of photos.
but only 3/4 pictures were taken with me. tu pun time baby.
we're 10 years apart, thats why we're not that close.

mummy says he always wanted to be with me. he doesnt allow anyone to get close with me.
my sister was jealous. heh heh. uptill now =p

miss you still :')
and to those people who gave me their condolences, thanks.
dont worry, im fine..

2009-08-03T09:27:00.000-07:00

This is my late brother..

Mayb you guys have heard this.
but yes, my eldest brother, Iswandi, passed away.
on the 2nd of august 2009 at 0330pm.
due to natural death.
he passed away when he was asleep.
its his time already.

all of his friends, all gone.
when his body was at my home,
only me, daddy, mummy, sister were there.
all our family members went home.
his friends? NONE!
hey, my brother has lotsa lotsa friends.
he left us, his family, just because of his friends.
and now, only us, his family were there for him when he's gone.

late brother's dead body was lying at my mums bed.
i kept on kissing his forehead. he was soo cold..
i talked to him, saying that i love him soo much and he'll never be forgotten and will always be remembered.
while my daddy, he cried and kept kissing his forehead too.
the 5 of us, the very first time reunite, reminisce all the sweet times we had right infront of his body.
it feels like he was with us..
i miss you abang.... :'(

i had a hard time reading the Yaasin, but i manage to pull it thru.
i was in tears.. i kept askin him, why'd he have to leave us soo soon?
he's just 27 for God's sake.
me,daddy,mummy and kakak took care of his body for 6 hours.
just us, at home.
mane brother2 sume!? mane buddy2?! mane kawan2!? palabuto la.
kawan kawan sume tak bole pkai! sape yang ade bile kau tgh nazak?!
mak bapak kau jugak!
this is what ive learn, friends, tak bole bawak sampai ke mati.
they are there, when you're happy, when you're sad/gone?
sume lari.

i dont care if my late brother looks scary.
i kept on lookin at him and smile.
i talked to him, and say some prayers out for him too.

he was veryvery protective of me.
he never scolded me in my entire life. NEVER.
he pampered me too much.

the next mornin, all of us, didnt sleep.
me and Kakak go to supermarket just to grab all the flowers and stuffs.
reached home, late brother's body has alrd been wraped.
with alot of relatives who came..
when its been wraped, his family members gotta kiss his forehead..
all of us did, and me, i was kissing his forehead for too long and everyone was pullin me to stop it.
cause thats goin to be the last time im kissing him and lookin at him..
then the prayers, i was crying my heart out.
im the loudest there, i dont giv a fuck bout being shy or whatever.
the aunties were all givin me this look and asked me to shhhhhh
i said 'ape!? abang ana kan!!'
thennnnn... my kakak pulled me and hugged me and said,'naa.. kasi abang pergy k..'
and i stopped my mouth with my shawl. haha. how silly of me..
i couldnt help it..

followed the rest to the cemetery..
once again. i cried non stop. and im the only one who cried loudly.
kena marah. again?!!?!?!?!?!?!
my kakak was practically keep huggin me and say'daaaa.. shhh shhh..'
but i cant...
i reallyreallyreally sayang my abang........

Abang, i miss you already..
now im alone in my room.
everyone's asleep..
Surah Yaasin is played outside loudly.
and i could hear a chair being pulled..
must be abang... :')

thanks to Azin, Favian for comin and accompanied me the whole night.. thanks alot..

2009-08-01T09:58:00.000-07:00

Hello :D

i need to get my eyes checked.
as soon as possible.
its like.. soo painful to keep it wide open.
something's wrong somewhere.

alright. let me start from the startin of yesterday.
i didnt sleep the previous night.
i really wanted to attend my whatever-they-call-it class.
ive never attend that class before and therefore the teacher doesnt knows me.
great.

i was early. waited for Yana at 246 and off to school~
as per normal, i need to eat something before enterin class.
i bought a couple of snacks and drinks.
reached class, bukannye blaja, Nadrah rang me up and we talked.
lol~ and i was busy camwhoring too.
the teacher was lookin and me, and i winked at her, and she looked away.
hahaha! dont worry la. am straight!

and oh. i love my classmates waaaay too much.
they're way better than my previous ones. seriously.
one of them, Yan, always gives me his honest opinion about me.
he told me to do this and that for me to look better! lol
and of course, what he say are all true! he's 25 anw. thats why. ahahah!
but he looks like 18.
anw anw, he told me to take out my nose stud. and i did. permanently.
thenthen last week he told me to do smtg to my eyebrow, and i did.
then he ask me keep my hair long and let this colour stays. no bleaching.
and blabla. he's nice i swear.
ANDDDD! VERYVERYVERY HORNY! ive gt alot of his videos gettin horny in my phone.
but he loves to make each and everyone of us haaaappppyy!
now, each and everytime i want to make changes to myself, i ask him first.
heh heh heh.

thennnnnn. the class end at 11, all of us waited for the 1p's and proceeded to 811.
Katak was there and soo i was extra hyper!
we took alot of lame videos of ourself. singing to hari raya songs and etc.
my ideaaaa anywwaaaaay.

i gt tired after those stupid lame stuffs that ive did with the rest.
i went to sleeep.
yes, i can sleep anywhere whenever im reallyreally sleepy.
woke up 2 hours after that and all of us went homeeeeeeee.

Caleb, my primary school classmate, planned to catch a movie together.
well, this is the 2nd time i supposed.
he still looks the same though.
met him and his friends. and luckily i could click with em.
they cracked me a whole lot of time till my stomach hurts.
we watched Murderer, 1130pm show.
the movie sucks to the motherfucking coreeeeee! i hate it. ggrr
Caleb was practically nudging everytime something came up.
hahaha penakuuuuuut.
padehal bukan crite hantuuuu. lol~
i was tryin real hard to keep my eyes awake, hahaha.
Man slept in the cinema. and his snorings. hahahaha. boys boys..

it was 130am then. how the hell am i goin to gt back home kan?
soo chilled with the boys till 7am and im off home.
i slept straightaway till 8pm. imagine thaaaat..

soo, that leads to me not goin out! boring or what!
i wanted to go out with beng but i was too sleepy. sorry darling!
Iqsan then texted me,'adek, can ask mami for 10bucks?later i pay bck'
see la. mintak sendiri tanak tau. nanti aku yang kene mara.
but i didnt ask from momma. i gave my veryyy own money to him.
chettttttttt!

okay pictures now.

Yana. one of the reason why i came to school. ismasai
my phone

2009-07-28T17:02:00.001-07:00

CLICK ON IT!
lol. nie betul punye takde keje uh orang2 nie.
and i had fun laughing on some of the comments!
go add her! hahahaha.
nenek2.. shoooo kiyuuuutt =pp

2009-07-27T05:31:00.000-07:00

All worn out.

school's fine. nothing happening, nothing fun.
bleah.
boring.

& i love rainy days. do you? lala parkerr

2009-07-26T12:04:00.000-07:00

Its private.
and i can express anything i want now.

first. ive got school in 2 hours time.
am having migrane. and its reallyreally bad.
i need some sleep. but i cant turn in. why?

i was soo sleepy when i suddenly got up upon hearin someone knockin on my window.
it was Favian and Azin.
soo sweet of them to visit me. they got soo worried when they didnt heard anything about me the whole day.
they looked at me, they smiled, and they told me to rest.
and yeah, i did.

afew minutes later, Roy texted me.
he said,"Be a good girl biler aku kat dalam k isma? promise cpt"
tears started rolling down my cheeks.
and i asked, "How long?"
he replied,"Maybe a year or 2."
i was soooo sad! he's like a big brother to me alrd.
whenever im in need, he's there. and never fails to make me laugh.
i told him this,"Jangan ckap apape lagi ngan aku. aku tgh melalak nie :( & do write!"
he said he will and i passed him my address.

tomorrow is both Azin's & Roy's sentence..
2 of my veryy good friends.
wished to be there by their side, but i had exam which is included in my GPA.
im sorry boys :((

One of our fun moments enjoying each other's company

2009-07-26T05:39:00.001-07:00

That's abg Enal's son.
shooooo cuteeeee! me and Iqsan kept on argue-ing just to carry him.
stupid iqsan.

nothing fun today.
just accompanied momma for her chck up and off home.
supposedly, me and the boys planned to have dinner. just for Roy.
but im sorry i couldnt make it. ill meet him and the rest later.

phase test tomorrow. wish me luck people!
gotta grab some rest now. byebye.

2009-07-23T10:08:00.000-07:00

nie ape nie.. tito eh..

MASSSSS! AMACIAM KITE NYE GAMBA SATU JEEEE?! gggrrrr!

NIE YAT.
DIE BUKAN CACAT K? DIE STEP CUTE JE -.-
nie bukan bully. nie guraaaau x]

2009-07-21T15:07:00.000-07:00

Had sooo much fun partying just now.
it was R's birthday.
the whole family was there and celebrated.
:))
im soo tired to even update.
just pictures okay?
more from Adeq & Alia's camera. will post it up when i gt it.
Adeq's Momma & Walkman Shila, Mama, Myself, Shasha

The babes

Abang Azin

Myself, Nab, Adeq, Shasha

Nab

He was tipsy x]

Akie

Akie, Fred, Alia, Myself, Iqsan Ejal

i like the last part ^^

2009-07-20T11:55:00.000-07:00

Can all of us just stop talkin about that Nenek thingy?!
it might be true to some of you and some are not.
maybe its just some rumors or some normal made up stories.
if its reallyreally true, the media and papers is makin a big hoo haa all bout this.
and NOT thru networking.
am i right to say this?

fuck it k. because of this, my mind is like..disturbed?
i cant stay at home alone now. imaginations=satan.
just like earlier on. reached home at 7pm.
while i was on my way home, heading to my gate, i know i dont feel right.
i kept lookin back and to no avail, noone's there.
walked as fast as i can and quickly locked up my gate and door.
i went to sleep as soon as i reached home. my mistake was.. i never washed up!
was tooooo tired i tell you.
when i woke up, my mom told me the kids heard someone knockin at 730pm.
for quite a long time, but they were afraid, they went in their rooms.
i dont know whether the little brats are tellin the truth or not.
but.. why just knock? for a long time? not sayin Assalamualaikum?
huh? kay fuckkkkkkk. diam k isma.
laen kali sape2 nak datang ruma, call ke msg dulu ke. kkk.
sape2 yang tinggal condo, can say nenepoopoo to the nenek.

FYI. im in my mom's room. on my mom's bed.
and my mom is beside me sleeeping.
yes. im a coward to all this stuffs. :((

its 0304am now. i cant sleeep.
school's fine. i was too tired due to me not having enough rest/sleep.
was cranky the whole day in school.
and yes, i reached school on time. ^^
school supposedly ends at 5. but like i said, i couldnt take it anymore.
me, Yana and Murni decided to skip and off to Yana's crib.
as soon as i reached her crib, i laid on her sofa, and dozed off.
i thought ill just take a 2 hours nap.
but nooooooo~ it was a 4 hours nap. hahahaa. woke up, bapaknye kat depan x]
maluuuuu!! satay je tdu ruma org kan isma.
and Yana's cat was like staring at me. and i asked Yana why.
she said,"Yela. kau tdu kat tempat die. mane tak binget"
heh heh heh. sorry wiwit.

the rest ended their classes alrd. and soo the 3 of us proceeded to 208.
luckily 10 mins walk.. i was complaining the whole time.
reached there, sat for awhile, went home.
sumpah narie penat nak mampos.

later on, school's startin at 8. *mukecb*
and ends at 12. *mukebahagia*
had plans at night. cause its been soooo longgggg~
bluek =p

and oh. my class hot topic to talk about is about the nenek also.
EHHH BINGIT AHHHHHH.

2009-07-19T14:34:00.001-07:00

As ive said at my Twitter, my irritating brother, Iqsan the cb gt sick.
he has fever and he gt cranky this few days.
gotta deal with it though 0,O

im soooo happy that he's well enough today. da tak prangai. ^^
decided to have late night supper with him just to make him happy.
i was sooo masaaaai~
met Azin & Roy too.
went to Azin's crib and watch dvd's.
reached home at 5am.

its 540am now. should get goin. school in afew hours time.
afew pictures first. babi peh mat~~rep~~ x]
the guy in the middle hates taking photo. he can even fought with the police officers because of that. ahhahaa. stupid pariah
@ Azin's crib.
my hair smells nice right san?! aku tauuuuu.
tak habes2 uh -.-
i somehow like this photo. edit mautmaut uh ape lagy kan ^^
ANDDD!! its not my idea eh. its ROY's idea.

kay bye nak bathe. good morning everybodyyyyyyyyyy~

2009-07-18T15:39:00.000-07:00

Time checked : 0640am.

just got back home.
the nenek thingy still lingers in my mind.
for example. me and the boys sat somewhere around 400+.
at 2am.
i popped out this question to the boys,
"Korang, nie blk 400 lebeh kan? ade denga pasal nenek keropok?"
and the boys started cursing me and told me to shut up x]
kental balls~
but end up we talk all bout it.
till some of em slept, and some of em busy advising at me.
takpo noh. da biaso. :/

okaykay. lemme start.
first. the plan was to go to Siloso what shite beach party.
but i have the feeling its goin to be damnnnn boring.
and it turned out to be as what ive said x]
made plans with Azin & Roy. we decided to go to Fareast. met the rest.
blaaablablaaa~
went back to tamp mart. met Iqsan and his friends.
chilled till 6 and im here.

maybe goin to ecp later. watchin the boys playin futsal.
am spending time with both Azin and Roy as much as i can.
stupid motherfuckers, im reallyreally goin to miss the both of you.

and oh! Roy gave me his newly bought phone :DDDDD
told him this,"Alaaaa. kat dalam bkannye kau bley pkai pe. kasi aku sua."
didnt expect him to actually fall for it. he suddenly said,
"K jadi, tukar sim card sume uh."
syiokkkk right?! 5 megapixel camera summore. thanks uh Roy x]

kay bye. nak tito.
will tweet tweet on my twitter later. ^^
byeeee!

nie Azin bodo babi cb

2009-07-17T21:55:00.000-07:00

Shuffy™ says (12:38 PM):
yeah ?
Iѕmаааа[!] says (12:39 PM):
can tell me all about the nenek keropok thing. im soo outdated o,O
Shuffy™ says (12:39 PM):
klau die ketuk pintu , takmo bukak
nanti die ckp "kom kom "
Iѕmаааа[!] says (12:39 PM):
k how does she looks like?
Shuffy™ says (12:39 PM):
die jual keropok and kuih
old uh
Shuffy™ says (12:40 PM):
klau kau bukak pintu , nanti die ckp , klau tak beli , pontianak akanmasuk rumah kau
sbabtu , play safe , tkmo bukak pintu je
kropok die lemau tak sedap
kuih die ade ulat
Shuffy™ says (12:41 PM):
skrg die pat daera tamp and bedok
Iѕmаааа[!] says (12:41 PM):
siak uhs..
smlm kawan aku sume bbl psl die
aku taktau ape cite
then org ckap die kat blk 400+
aku 300+ sia :((((
Shuffy™ says (12:41 PM):
tutop pintu je
mlm mlm
org ketuk pintu tkmo bukak ..
Shuffy™ says (12:42 PM):
check peep hole dulu
seram tau
kau tinggal first level lagi .... nanti nenek tu jengok kepala die pat tingkap kau
Iѕmаааа[!] says (12:42 PM):
ruma aku slalu bkak pintu sey..
BABI KAU
DIAM AH
why ghostbusters tanak angkat nenek tu..
Shuffy™ says (12:43 PM):
hahaha relax
nenek tu da jual kropok pat ghostbusters tu ..
abe dorg makan ... pastu dorg mati , kene kacau ngan kak pon
Iѕmаааа[!] says (12:43 PM):
sumpah?
Shuffy™ says (12:44 PM):
sumpah aku bedek
Iѕmаааа[!] says (12:45 PM):
sepak kau
hahaha
jap
aku nak citekan mak aku
Shuffy™ says (12:45 PM):
kau dpt msg die ??
Iѕmаааа[!] says (12:45 PM):
tak. tu pasal aku tanye.
send aku msg tu
Shuffy™ says (12:46 PM):
aku pat jb uhh
kau nk aku type aje ?
Iѕmаааа[!] says (12:48 PM):
alaaaaaaa
kk ble
Shuffy™ says (12:49 PM):
bilang keluarga mu semua , kalau ada seorang nenek tua menjual keropok2 atau kuih2 mengetok pintu rumah , jangan bukak pintu.. kerana nenek itu mengendong kak pon dengannya.. beliau akan menghasut kita memakai kak pon itu untuk membeli keropoknya .. jikalau kita tidak beli , kak pon nya akan masuk rumah kita .. keropok beliau tidak sedap dan juga bau busuk .. tgok lobang pintu sebelum bukak..
nenek itu sudah conqour woodlands dan skrg daera tampines .. pass pass msg ni kat kwn2 kamu
Iѕmаааа[!] says (12:52 PM):
asal tampines!!
asal tak pasir ris!!
ggrr
Shuffy™ says (12:52 PM):
nasib bukan pasir ris\
aku berasa bersyukur kerana nenek tu pat tamp dan bukan pasir ris
harap harap die stay at tamp forever
Iѕmаааа[!] says (12:54 PM):
aku tau uhs tamp gerek
ade afgan
ade tamp 1
ade century square
g uh pasir ris
ade escape seh
downtown ke
ehub ke
budo siul
Shuffy™ says (12:54 PM):
pasir riss takde papee ... boringgg
nasib baik

*gulps

asked my mum all about it.
and she told me
mum: aku da lamer tauuu. kau je. balek malam2. tak balek sume. nnti die ikut kau balek. kau nak??
me: tanak tanak..
mum: abeh? balek malam lagi!
me: tak tak..

wahhh ni nenek eh.. betul uh.. buat aku tanak balek after 6. ggrrr.

2009-07-17T08:19:00.000-07:00

Just came home from meeting the boys.

yea, didnt attend school.
met Azin and Roy.
gotta spend quality time with em before they're gone for a long time in 2 weeks time.
im gonna miss them for sure.
but all i gotta say, KORANG DUE BODOH NAK MAMPOS!!
k thats all :)

we chilled at Macd and Bonchet came.
miss that rascal alot. and his nags!
and yeah, he even nagged when we're on the road.
tak penat o,O

and now, im home. Bonchet told us to chill at his crib.
but im tired ley.
how?
takya uh x]

take a look at my eyes. i think kena infection :((((
for 1 week straight, it has been like this.
red and watery. ive been tearing none stop.
sodeyyyy kape..
acam? mcm phantom tak mata merah?
huaaahua x]
k joking.

2009-07-16T07:59:00.000-07:00

Am at MacD now.
all alone :(((

okay fake.
Azin is just outside, smoking.

errrrmmmmm. as per normal, im 5 hours late for school.
and its nothing to be proud off. as my CA is really dissapointed in me.
i thought i was the only person who's late.
but then Iz & Yan took the same bus as me to school.
yea, we were late. but. the three of us were hungry, and soo, we ate first before entering class.
=DD

reached class, my babies were busy doin their thangs.
joined them.
sat in class for 30 minutes, then the class end.
mcm pala dog kan?
takpe.

met the rest of my babies and off to 208.
Apek was bullyin me :((( sewious........

but i left early! meetin my angels thn.
soo happy to meet my 2 motherfuckin important boys.
chilled with em till 8.
got changed, and off to MacD with this cb ^^

now, pictures kkk. look at my sick face :s

Hairuuuul!

Azinnnn cb :p

After school pictures.

done. bye.

2009-07-15T04:39:00.000-07:00

School's fine today.
nothing much.

i was sooooo lazy to attend school today. due to the supernice weather.
am still sleeping when Nadrah came. she LOVE to make me rush to school.
wanna know how? SHE IRRITATES ME.
she'll keep on criticising me till im fed up and gt ready for school.
nice try. but thanks anw =DD
before we headed out, we had our breakfast together at home as per normal.
she took diff bus frm me as she's late for school.

i took my own sweet time goin to school as its still early.
Ayie waited for me at inter for 30 minutes. lols.
we went to school and only 5 ppl in class. soo boring!

blablabla.

finished class at 3. waited for the rest as usual.
off to 208.
chilled till 7 and off homeeeee~

bored right? i knowwwwwww!
but i dont know why i love goin to school.
with my happy peoples makin me feel happy and crazy all the time.
and i didnt get to see a girlfight yesterday! gggrrrr. wasted.
it happened between with one of my gfs and one of a random schgirl in my school.
aiyaaak x]
pity my gf, she gt bruises frm the other girl.
and what i cant accept is, my gf's boyfriend didnt do anything about it.
he just look at the girls fighting. and not stoping them.
wanna know why?
because the girl who's fighting with his girlfriend is his EX girlfriend.
macam sial kan? babi nye jantan.
if i were my gf, i would have leave him a long time ago.
sheeeesh.
i dont know why they love to buy me sweets. had push pop for lunch.
and thennnnn Hakim bought for me another sweet after school.
why ah? want me to shut up isit?! x]

Yana, Putri, Myself, Sham, Lala & Murni.

me and Lala mcm samesame gituu kan x] only that i finished my pushpop earlier then her. =p

2009-07-14T03:55:00.000-07:00

Yeah, didnt attend school.
why?
overslept~

at 10, my CA called my phone,
me: hello.............
him: hello ismadiana. wake up lahh!!
me: HUH?! CHER?! eh im gettin ready goin to polyclinic.
him: aiya isma. please la. cum to school la. you ah. want to get debarred isit?!
me: dunwan dunwan..
him: then?!
me: sick la! im goin docter la. tmrw giv mc la.
him: make sure ahhhhh. get well soon ok. bye.
me: ok byeeeee~

now, how the hell am i goin to get an MC by tomorrow?
aiyaaaak~

ive been rotting the whole day.
transferred the leftover pictures from my camera.
only me and Apek's picture. lols
have fun viewin. he asked me this, "Isma, do i look like scorfield?"

and i answered,"yeah, exactlyy....like his neighbour =D"

the reason why im puttin his picture is not because i fancied him,
its because....
i cant believe he's still 16 years +++
he looks like 18/19 right?!

2009-07-13T09:49:00.000-07:00

Im feelin kindda down now.
:( sodeeeeeeeeey.

first thang. my ex is waaaaaaaaywayway better than his brother.
and why am i being soo dumb to actually dump him the last time? tell me.
he was sooo nice towards me. soososososooooo nice.
but still? isma being the pumpan sundal~ went back with another ex.
which is soo not worth the time.
arghhhhhh.
okay. that was 2008 ok. now, not anymore.
someone, kill me or something?
karma is slowly hitting on me.
but dont be mistaken. im nt in love with him, its just that, now i feel what he actually felt.
im sorry munchkin :(
if only i gt the courage to tell you all this......

school starts at 8am. but i woke up at 9 instead.
got ready and all, reached Yishun at 12.
the rest wanted to eat LJS. met em there.
soo happy to see them. and i dnt knw why i miss them soo much now.
espeacially Katak. :(
ate and all, we walked back to school.
tell you guys something, my classmates are all veryyyyy active!
they love walking. and not taking transportation.
as they say we can spend more time with each other and loving both companys.
but me, always kena tinggal at the back. hehehe!
i hate walking, and soo i kept on whiningggggg to take bus instead. its a 20 minutes walkin distance. jauh dok.
& they'll keep on pulling me or say,"daaa byeeee isma. jum sume tinggalkan isma. bia die. pemalas."
always..

but tadi i walked okay! i irritate them soo that they'll take bus the next time.
then Yana bought me push pops and mango tea and chewy cereal oat. soo that i will shut up.
sayang kau banyak2. x]
reached class and i was sooo happy to see my CA.
he complained that my attendance is poor and wants me to attend class regularly now.
hehhhh. tanaaaak plak~

i dont know what the hell is my CA teaching about.
and sooo, i take a look at Yana's phone.
guess what? there's alot of funny videos that ive recorded. only that i cant rmbr ^^
will upload it soon!
got too bored, off to canteen.
chilled with the rest and went home with Murni.

dunwan elaborate about what happen after that.
bleaaaaaaaah!
me and Shafeeq ^^, name takle angszszs!
one of the GORGEOUS boy ive seen in my life.
he looks waaay better in real life. sooo gorgeous and pretty and of course, handsome.
babi kau apek. asal kau handsome sial!?!?!?!?! feelingfeeling

byebye.

2009-07-12T09:02:00.000-07:00

Ive just cleaned up my room.
*insert krit krit face*

anyhooooooos. had a last minute plan with the girls ytd.
Azlina & Karimah. my primary school girlfriends.
its been 5 years since we last met.
we went to marina. just to catch the fireworks.
but all thanks to the weather, it rained heavily suddenly.
its okay, aku maseh chill. tak sort plak. x]
wanna know why?
because we can go makan instead then watchin the fireworks.
lapar dok ^^

had alot of catch ups while eating.
didnt knw that we have alot of connections together.
the girls smoked and we settled dwn sumwhere.
went home at 11 plus and reached home at 12.
everyone was asleep. BUT. all the lights were on, tv was blasting out loudly.
baekkkkkk. amalkan!

woke up, washed up and momma wanted to go to PR.
bought something and off homeeeeee. yea. stakat.

and now. im havin migrane.
i want to tito.
bye.

masaiyo.

Me and the shawtys! =p

kasut torchlight x]

2009-07-10T06:40:00.000-07:00

Didnt attend school for 2 days straight.
gt too sick. fever,flu and bloody irritating sore throat.
had a hard time goin to bed yesterday.

met the rest earlier on.
had fun =D accompanied Faizah to white sands.
and she came over. we read my past archives on my previous blog.
alot of things have change. and we webcammed too!

my room is soooo.. nevermind.
i need to get it clean. fast.
looks like a pig sty. or alrd is?

Hairuuuuuuul! the bestfriend's boyfriend. ^^back then.

currently : D

2009-07-08T08:03:00.000-07:00

First of all, Happy Birthday to my beloved Mummmyyyy~
i dont know what else to say as ive alrd say it in the message.
i love you :)

as per normal, Nadrah came in the morning.
we got ready together, blablablaaaaaaa.
i reached school early. school supposedly starts at 10. but i reached at 955am.
went in class. and i was shocked to see that im the only one. with my CA.
i greeted him,"GOOOOOD MORNINGGG CHERRRRR. IM HEREEEE. aik? im alone?"
he asked me, "whats wrong with you today diana?"
and i told him, "nothing.. why?"
he replied, "whats your temperature? must be sick"
i said, "its 36.9. ehhh dont call me diana leh..."
and he kept quiet.

waited for the rest, mcm nak tgu ape.
lambat nak mmpos. ade handphone, g buang. orang call tak angkat.
nabeynauya.
all of em reached after the class has started for 2 freakin hours.
baeeeeek! amalkan!
they reached, nagged at em.
their responses are all the same!
"eh kau dulu lagi rabak k isma. skg biar kite nye turn ar. asek kau je!"
hahahaha. babimak.

a whole lot of things happen. funny ones of course :)
Murni finally came today.
she got into a bike accident afew days ago. and she becoming retarded.
otak da senget sikit.. SERIOUSLYYYYYY.
out of all places, she wants to go library badly.
and became grumpy when she remembered our school got no library.
lotsalotsa funny things frm her. hahahaha.

school supposedly ends at 5. but i went off at 3 with the girls.
chilled sumwhere and off to 208 with Ayie and Katak.
my 2 best boys : D

went home at 6 and met the family at eastpoint.
as my brother in law is treatin the whole family for dinner at Hans river.
the food sucks. soo does the service.
the father was about to blow off alrd. he was sooo pissed.
mengamok nampakkkk bapaknyeeee~

and nowww. im soo sleeeeeeepy.
veryveryverysleeeepy.
school at 8 tomorrow. gotta wake up at 5.
greatttt.
ok people. as per normal, pictures up!
enjoy viewin it. bye.
see my cheeks gt pimple. Katak go press2 till it got sooo red :(

Katak and budak gemuk :)

will reply to the tags soooon. keep on tagging babies! :D

2009-07-07T03:27:00.000-07:00

I got 12 hours of sleep. finalllyyyy~
but still, i woke up late for school.

Nadrah came over to my crib as per normal.
her daily routine every morning~
we got ready together. and she wore my uniform, skirt & bag to school.
and she look sexaye *Wink
thanks to who? ^^

school starts at 8 but i reached school at 10.
only 6 people in class. best kan?! -.-
i didnt study of course. i read all the msges in Ayie's phone.
waited for the rest to reach school, and off to canteeen.
met Katak!! like finally. after soo long of not seeing each other.
miss that cheebye alot.
finish school at 12. and told Theeban to cabut since he finish at 5.
and yes, he listened to me ;)

off to tamp and met Hairul, Nawas & Nadrah.
had our meal and met Krishna. hahaha. yes. that pariah.
saw him from afar and my jaws was droppin.
he doesnt looks like the old Krishna. USED TO BE hot.
now? fat, short. eeeeks. xp
he told me i look sexy now. hahaha. nonsence.
all of us chilled somewhere and off home at 5.

and nowwwwww. i want to sleeeeeeeep.
for 12 hours again. : D
okbye!

Katak! & dont mind my chubby cheeks : /

this is Krishna
see the difference? lol. this was 3 years back ; )Nadrah crayzeee bitch ^^
i shall end this post with my -.- face. theres more pictures. but im lazyyyy~
: D

2009-07-06T03:47:00.000-07:00

Shagggggggggggeeeeeeeeddddnyaaa!

school's overall fun.
i didnt study much. took a whole lot of pictures using Yana's new phone.
met the rest and i miss them sooooo much!
i laughed alot today. ALOTTTT.
and im sooo mean to talk about late MJ. here's the convo between me and Hakim.

me: eh tapi kau imagine eh. muke die da pucat. kene wrap ngn kain kafan nk kene kebumikan. siak ahhh.. seram pe. die make up je da pucat. ape lagi meninggal..
hakim: tu ahhh. gamba passport die je da kelaka seram. kau perna nampak?
me: perna. macam gini kan? *made the face* ahahahhahahahahhahaha
the rest: ahahahahhahahahaha

and i kept on makin that face. at canteeeeen.
alot of people saw it and the more i do it! hahahahaha the rest were laughing mcm orang sasau =D
this is the picture im talkin bout.

okayokay. skip that part.
waited for the boys to finish their soccer and off homeeee~
changed timetable and the latest timing we're goin home is 4.
and 3 days of goin home at 12.
best kankankan : D

cant wait for tomorrrrrowwwwwwww.
why?
i dont know myself.

2009-07-05T11:02:00.001-07:00

hahahaha. two paikia[s].
except for the one in the middle. : DD

i slept at 6pm just now due to the syiokkk weather.
and woke up at 11pm.
now, how to get back to sleeeeep?
school's in few hours time. yeaaaahooo ^^
ive been planning of making my blog unprivate.
should i? or should i not?
yea i think ill just get it unprivate and see how it goes.
im being unfair to the other readers.
soo, happy reading! *wink

2009-07-05T02:17:00.000-07:00

I reallyreallyreally wanna thank my bestest friend, Nadrah for everything!

as per normal. every night we always talks on the phone till the wee hours.
but ytd, i gave it a pass.
Nadrah called me in the morn and woke me up.
she told me to get ready cause she wants to get our hair done!
i only wanted hair treatment and she does hers too. total was $150.
thanks baby.

off to century square. and she bought Hairul vans shoes!
and i chose it! heeee : D
glad that Hairul loves it. and Hairul packed food for me and Nadrah from home.
sooo swweeeeeet right?!
how can i not love them????

i had to give Hairul the vans shoes myself while Nadrah was away.
when Hairul first came, he smiled and talktalktalk. and thennnn,
me: kau tgk kasut aku. acam? ok?
hairul: lawa la siaaa.. mane kau beli?
me: kalau kau dapat kasut vans jgak.. kau suke?
hairul: isma.. tell me..
me: hehehe. nah laaaaa. Nadrah belikan kau. i hope kau suke.
hairul: *jaws wide open* ohmyGod isma....
= D

we walked around and went home. hugged and kissed Nadrah goodbye.
i hope everything's fine Nadrah. am worried for her =S
and im not being nice to her just because of this.
we're reallyreally closed. she knows everything about me.
yes. EVERYTHING. every single littlest thing.
and same goes to her. lol. its only that we dnt show it to people.

and its currently raining.
kalau tidu pun cantekkkk.
kbye!

mine : D nice anot? tak eh? k lor~p/s: im not as fair as my pictures above. yes, im dark tanned. and i love it. PLUS. i dont edit any of em. its the camera and lightings. soo, yeah : D

2009-07-04T10:47:00.000-07:00

Just got back home.
and i really need to pee.
but im lazy to even get up and go to the washroom.
soo.. yeah. -.-

woke up and got ready to meet Wana, Nana & Faizah.
my secondary school classmates! : D
we decided to meet at eastpoint first just to grab our bites.
& we were soo excited upon seeing each other.
the last time we saw each other was on december. durin N lvel's results.
lol. lameee nye~
had alot of catch ups and we laugh alot after reminiscing those days in that uniform.
off to Fareast alone. while the girls head to Plaza Sing.
met my Mummy and Sister. Mummy bought me new pair of shoes.
bought Vans reflector what shite. and i love it! thanks Mummy!
they went to lunch and i met the girls again.
headed to McCafe next and gosssssipppped again ~ = p

we decided to go to Grandlink then.
met Wani & Mira there and we have to wait for awhile since all the room are fully booked.
waited till 10 and we finally got the room.
i was a lil bit shy to sing but i got over it though! heeeee : D

ended the karaoke session at 1205am & we called it a day.
took cab home and all thanks to Nana!
and here i ammmmmmmm.
maseh nak weeweee nieeee :(

kay here's some pictures.

spot the difference -.-

2009-07-03T14:31:00.000-07:00

All i need is some fuckin space.
and guess what? Krishna's back in sgpore!
incase you ppl dont knowwho he is, he used to be my classmate durin my lower secondary school days.
stupid pariah never gimme a call when he's away :(
and i cant wait for school to reopens yay

2009-07-01T18:12:00.000-07:00

Webcammed with Azlina. my primary schoolmate.
we chatted and how we've growned up soo much.
she said i look different and waaay better then before.
saw some of my primary school mates too in one of her pictures.
and i swear they look... weird?
they used to be the hot chicks in my primary school with alot of crushes.
and they LOVE to criticise me and the rest of the 'ugly' girls for em.
but now? im not tryin to say that im pretty than em but i look BETTER.
same goes to the 'ugly' girls they criticised before. they look waaay better.
soo thats why, dont ever criticise that person by their looks. *wink

2009-06-28T05:13:00.000-07:00

A number of my friends keep askin me this same old question,
"Isma, bile nak ade mataer?"
lol

for now. i dont wish to get into any relationship.
since my last one, i had enough and i know i wont fall for the same trap ever again.
all i want from you guys are just to be FRIENDS with me ONLY.
sorry to say this but i dont wish to accept 1 and dissapoint the rest.
thats all i can say. =/

had dinner with the family yesterday.
i wasnt in the mood due to something. i was cranky the whole night.
but i got over it and im fine now : D

2009-06-25T17:44:00.000-07:00

I took a quiz on facebook.
" Discover Girls Reality Through Birth Dates! "

You were born on 29 october 1992, Thursday.

Positive: Hardworking, Hate to be disturb while working and Ambitious. Good in managing and planning her financials.

Negative: Easy to hurt peoples feeling as she speak vulgarly, full of desire and aggresive. Easily like someone even she already married, but not easily falling in love. Easily caught by inducement until lost judgement which is good or bad. Early marriage she's obedient, as the time passes by, she'll change.

Godamnmotherfucking true!

2009-06-25T09:07:00.001-07:00

This shall be the first post since ive shifted from Letslaughatdanger.
its approximately 12.10am now and im still fresh.
dont ask me why, blame the school holidays.

there might be tons of readers from my previous blog who is still checkin the old url out.
whats the point of reading when you are actually hating?
isnt that pure stupidity? tsk.
and another new thang ive learn soo far is NOT to trust your good/close friend.
yeaaaaaap. they could be the biggest bitches/sluts/whores/hoes/cheap pussies.
sheeeesh.
but what to do? i dont wish to throw the friendship away.
all i could do is to be patience and go thru all the shites slowly.
it'll go away soon. i hope.

and oh. i wanted to share something.
i dreamt of having a baby at this kindda age. and i swear she is sooo beautiful.
and adorable of course!
but i was afraid to tell my parents all about her and im not soo sure who was her daddy in that dream -.-
i wish the dream didnt end. i could still remember when i woke up i was searching for the baby.
lol

PLUS. i havent bathe. hee hee. i woke up at 6pm.
tons of plans but i didnt attend it all. was too shagged to drag my ass to anywhere.
soo practically ive been rotting at home all day long.
and now, im gettin hot and looking soo disgusting. i should get goin and have my shower.
toodles!